If your dreams don't scare you, they're not big enough

i can't even tell when i started singing. since i can remember my self i sang in front of the TV while watching "the sounds of music" - even before i could speak a word of english, i even sang to the commercial giggles, if it had a melody - i would sing it.
first time i knew i was good at it, was in 5th grade or 4th grade, i was one of the youngest in the school's choir, and i got a solo, after that life got a bit more complicated for me, but i kept singing.
i really didn't have any self confidence growing up, but i always kept singing....
from then until now a whole lot has changed in my life, but the only one thing that stuck, is the singing.
about a year ago, i had to start making decisions of where my life are heading, and the only thing i want to do, is music. it was a heard decision but i realized that if i'm not going to go for it now, i will wonder what if i did all of my life. so i'm going for it, and i scares me so much i can't even explain. but i have to do this.
it's not that i want to famous or anything like that, i'll be the happiest person walking this earth if i could make a living from singing. i want to wake up in the morning knowing this is what i do. i want to touch someone with music, like i am.
wish me luck (:

About a Million

honestly, i can't even tell you how many times i opened new blogs, they usually stick about a post or two, and then i forget about them, and after a few month feel the need to write to this open space called the internet once again. and i do.... maybe this one will stay with me longer, who know...
i can't even tell you what i'm going to write about. the answer you're looking for is probably "my life", i guess that will work for now...
but right now, i HAVE to get to sleep.... :)